So pretty much, i have to work at another mall here, because the assistant got fired there.. and they need someone to go train the part timer there to become the assistant there... And of course i'm the one that has to fucken move there... why? cause as per my manager, he says my district manager says im the only one capable of training someone else.. Yeah that sounds really nice, but at the same time like wtf? an AM teaching another AM? are you fucken serious? shouldn't someone who has higher authority train someone ? i dont even fucken know.. I mean yeah, i wouldl ove to train the girl cause im the stronger AM in my league but at the same time, that fucken mall is always dead as fuck.. so pretty much MY PAYCHECK IS THE ONE SUFFERING. it'll be easier on me so i don't really have to worry about grabbing too much shoes, but its not like i do that at my mall right now... i dont do stock i pretty much take it easy but still help my customers.. and the mall im gonna be going to is pretty much a FUCKEN DEAD ASS MALL! i work on commission plus my salary, so pretty much i rely on my commission to make my paycheck higher..
Im due in in 2 and half months.. and every penny counts as far getting things ready for my baby.. I don't wanna have to be depending on anyone but myself and mark to take care of baby as far all the things he's gonna need...
im pretty much crying a damn river cause i'm feeling upset.. I shouldnt be feeling upset, but it's so hard to not think about it... I wanna stop working already cause i stand too much and i all wanna do is just be on the bed and lay down cause all the pain on my back and al, but i'm toughing it out, staying strong and trying to work 'til the time i'm due.. I know i can do it, but what's the point if my paycheck is just gonna be lower..
i really don't know what to do.. i just texted my boss about it, and he says he'll go talk to our DM about it, but he likes to say shit and not go through with it.. and im not the kind of person who'll just keep bugging cause i for sure wouldn't want to be bugged..
*sighs maybe n this case, i should bug the crap out of them... *sighs..That'll just suck if our dm won't even do anything about it..
awww its ok mama, atleast u get to relax there cuz its always dead, since ur also almost due, are u going to be there til you give birth!?
ReplyDeletehope u feel better & that they do something 'bout it since it's making you upset.
ReplyDeletecheer up ^_^. maybe if you'll be there til your due date you should take leave already? i mean if being there won't make you much extra $$$. so you can rest up for the big day=]
♥, GiLiNG