VENT POST.

Being pregnant, just brings the most sensitive side of you out.. and it sucks that i feel this way right now.. It's not healthy, but i just can't feel any other way..

So pretty much, i have to work at another mall here, because the assistant got fired there.. and they need someone to go train the part timer there to become the assistant there... And of course i'm the one that has to fucken move there... why? cause as per my manager, he says my district manager says im the only one capable of training someone else.. Yeah that sounds really nice, but at the same time like wtf? an AM teaching another AM? are you fucken serious? shouldn't someone who has higher authority train someone ? i dont even fucken know.. I mean yeah, i wouldl ove to train the girl cause im the stronger AM in my league but at the same time, that fucken mall is always dead as fuck.. so pretty much MY PAYCHECK IS THE ONE SUFFERING. it'll be easier on me so i don't really have to worry about grabbing too much shoes, but its not like i do that at my mall right now... i dont do stock i pretty much take it easy but still help my customers.. and the mall im gonna be going to is pretty much a FUCKEN DEAD ASS MALL! i work on commission plus my salary, so pretty much i rely on my commission to make my paycheck higher..

Im due in in 2 and half months.. and every penny counts as far getting things ready for my baby.. I don't wanna have to be depending on anyone but myself and mark to take care of baby as far all the things he's gonna need...

im pretty much crying a damn river cause i'm feeling upset.. I shouldnt be feeling upset, but it's so hard to not think about it... I wanna stop working already cause i stand too much and i all wanna do is just be on the bed and lay down cause all the pain on my back and al, but i'm toughing it out, staying strong and trying to work 'til the time i'm due.. I know i can do it, but what's the point if my paycheck is just gonna be lower..

i really don't know what to do.. i just texted my boss about it, and he says he'll go talk to our DM about it, but he likes to say shit and not go through with it.. and im not the kind of person who'll just keep bugging cause i for sure wouldn't want to be bugged..

*sighs maybe n this case, i should bug the crap out of them... *sighs..That'll just suck if our dm won't even do anything about it..

update & notw

OMG! it has beeen quite awhile my lovelies! How has everything beeen with you all? I hope everything is going good!

As for me, things have been great! Although, last week was such a hectic week at work, it went by pretty fast! I guess i wasn't really stressed out cause my manager was on vacation! Long hours without him is totally fiine with me! I took it easy and just relaxed and still did my job!

I had my glucose test (to test for gestational diabetes) friday the 26th. And everyone keeeps telling me that the drink they are gonna make you drink was so nasty but you know what? I LOVE IT! lol weird i know, but it was just like fruit punch and i love fruit punch hehe! Im gonna see my results next week, on my doctor's appointment :)

Forever 21 finally opened at our mall and it seemed like it was forever! It's like HEAVEN!!! for reals! Too bad i can't really buy any clothes yet, cause of the belly just keeps on growing! i'm good though! :) I decided to buy hubby some clothes :).. They have a heritage in there and i just love the line! and it's cheap! Here are the two shirts i bought him :)

don't you just love it? cause i love it heheh!

Moving on, i was bored today so i decided to do my nails! the other ones were already chipping cause i wash my hands like a bajillion times! these people got stinky feet haha jk jk! .. Hubby bought me new nail poilishes from ulta! one china glaze called sexy in the city and the other was opi, but i forgot the name ! oh welll... here it is :)

i used china glaze sexy in the city (nice blue) and flying dragon (neon purple) and just plain back and white striper polishes :)

I love china glaze! it lasts long on my hands cause i have lotion 24/7 lol!

and of course, my weekly photo of my bellly!

Officially 7 months! (28 weeks)

i just put tummy butter so itS ALL SHINY! lol

'til next time!

eotd & notd & 27 weeks :]

first off, it's father's day today! :] what are you guys doing for your dad's and/or your significant other's.. ehh you get the picture lol... so i got bored today and i decided to do my nails and of course play with my eyeshadows! But here's a picture of my nails.

it's more summery :) kinda messy but i shouldn't even be messing with nail polish since im preggers lol.. but i made sure doors and windows were open :)..

NEXT.... here's the look i did


rainbow :) . i used my urban decay deluxe palette!
such an amateur! blaaahh! not completed yet, no eye liner on the bottom and no mascara yet.. i'm pretty sure i'll be taking it off in like a minute or two...

and going on, i'm 27 weeks today!! yay!

kinda dreading it, cause i have another blood test this week to test if i have gestational diabetes! so *crosses fingers* i hope i don't have it!! and this week my manager is going on vacation, so that means i have to work 50 hours this weeek :( .. two day of all day [12 freakin hours].. but im gonna take it easy, im gonna sit and eat whenever i want to ... working 42 hours a week is already pushing it for me.. sooo whatever.. not even stressing over it.. I just hope time goes by fast!

and of course, i leave this blog with a picture of my belly

[i know you guys are probably tired of it, but it's just for me to go back to when i get to my scrabooking :)]

esta laters my lovelies!

eotd; pink, white, yellow

i suck at it, but i'm practicing! heheh

anyways, how you ladies doing!?

sunday is just a relax day for me, cause i'm home by myself cause mark is at work.

sleep, sleeep, & sleeeep is what i do! :)

so i got bored and did this look, it doesn't show much in pictures, but it's really vibrant in person! oh welll, i tried!!!

moving on,
I'M 26 WEEKS TODAY!!1
my oh my, i feel heavier everyday! oh the joy of pregnancy! he is so active in the morning and late at night! i love him kicking!!

mark [bf and babydaddy] and i have already chosen a name! Since i was like 4 months! or even less than that! heheh and we have decided to make baby's name Jaiden.. I was always in love with the name hayden, but that was for a girl, and since im having a boy, i want it to be jaiden! what do you guys think? oh and mark doesn't want me posting his name up yet, but i wanted to share the news here hehe :) and here are my pregnancy pictures for this week!



'til next time!!
p.s. i have my monthly appointment, with the ob-gyne.. hopefully i get good news! *crosses fingers*